30 for 30: Taraweeh Reflections Day 16
The weight of the world feels heavy tonight. It feels like a heavy cloak draped over my shoulders, weighing me down with each passing moment. Work deadlines, personal struggles, and the continuous lack of time in the day have left me feeling emotionally drained.
As I sit here struggling to get these words on this doc, I’m leaning on the fact that emotional exhaustion is not a sign of weakness but a testament to the depth of my human experience. It is a reminder that I am alive, that I feel deeply, and that I care about the world around me.
A flicker of hope emerges as I catch up on the WhatsApp messages from family back home. Despite my unpreparedness for Ramadan, this month has become a sanctuary for my weary soul. In the quiet moments of prayer, the communal solace of Taraweeh, and the daily reflections that pour out onto these pages, I’m finding strength and renewal in my consistency to tap in.
The fatigue may linger, but my heart, though aching, remains open—open to divine guidance, the transformative power of empathy, and the unwavering support of my community. This vulnerability and rawness of emotion have become a conduit for a deeper connection with Allah, myself, and all of you who are reading these posts and giving me feedback.
Tonight, I will rest in the knowledge that emotional exhaustion is temporary. Still, the strength and solace I find in my faith are eternal. I acknowledge the need for self-care, for carving out moments of stillness in the chaos, and will seek support from my tribe. I will navigate my emotions gracefully, knowing that even in the depths of exhaustion, there lies an opportunity for growth and renewal.
May this Ramadan be a time of emotional renewal and spiritual rejuvenation for us all. May we find solace in our faith, strength in our communities, and peace in the knowledge that Allah is always with us. Ameen.
